Its happened. THE worst. Chance died at 1pm today. Rang home from work. My fella very lovingly told me...at which point I crumpled in a heap. After much leakage I pulled myself together enuf to get thru the rest of the days work. Sooooo glad my boss is on holiday. Don't suppose the tear streaked face look is the best image to project to potential customers. Who cares? Not me that's for sure.
I have to admit I'm more distraught at Chance dying than I was at my fiance dying 2 weeks before our wedding. Says a lot doesn't it. Was dreading coming home coz I knew I was gonna have to tell small child. Am amazed at the resilience of kids. They took the news a whole lot better than I did. (I'm still tear streaked and leaky)
Life is SO UNFAIR!!!!